#19


Have you ever get to know someone and you both started talking. You loved talking to him because you felt comfortable. Zero awkwardness. You can be yourself around him. He treats you nicely, say things you want to hear, listen to what you have to say, sings for you, send you good morning and good night texts. He stay up with you when you can't sleep or is staying up to study for a test. He made everything seem so perfect. And you start asking yourself if you're actually falling for this guy. Somehow he makes you feel special in a way that no words can explain. You dare not tell him how you really feel because you're scared. You're scared of losing him. To you, it doesn't matter if you can't have him as a special someone, as long as you still have him even it's just a friend. And then one day he stopped talking to you. Just like that. As if you both were complete strangers. He left you hanging on something that means so much to you. He left without even a goodbye. You tried talking to him but you never seem to get a reply. You started spending your nights thinking of every single possibility that could have made him left but you always end up crying. You cry so hard because you miss him and the pain is too much that at one point, you took a deep breath and whispered  to no one in particular, "why" x